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Thursday, May 17, 2007

listenin to :: Relax, Take It Easy - Mika

Ignorance


how do you feel when someone you are close to left you out?
ignore you?
dont pay attention to you?
totally forgot your existence.

shitty.
hopeless.
its that the best word to describe your feelings?


Betrayal


It hurts most when those you trust
Are those that betray,
Telling a new one of your secrets
Every single day.

How do we choose
Who is right
When you are blinded by their cover,
Losing all your sight.

Their mask that they put on
 Is a material we need to see through
 If we want things to stay unknown
Its something we must do.

 If it means keeping silent
 And locking everything inside
It’s a sacrifice I’m willing to make
To disappear and hide.

The thought of disloyaly, a fading friendship, an enemy begining.


then again, have you ever been betrayed by your good / close / best friend?
how does it feel?

there..
shitty
&
hopeless

you will get all so fukn emo over it.

. . . . . .

there is something i would like to share.

if you dislike someone,
you definately think you whudnt want to hang around with him / her
dont need his / her help
dont want he / she to be around you
whenever he / she try to talk you
you will find it irritatin or annoyin.
dont you agree?
totally ignore him / her.

one day,
you used to hang out friends sorta left you out.
ignore you.
who will be there to feel in your loneliness?
...
it will be the one whom you dislike.
( this will only happens if the dislike person dunno that you dont like him / her )
its true.
...
whatever bad things you do to people,
it will definately happen the same thing to you someday somehow.
karma.
does the song ' what goes around comes around ' ring a bell?
=p

felt bad for treatin the person i dislike badly.
seriously.
ever since something happened,
realised that he / she will there to for me,
no matter what.
it was really sweet of him / her.
i really appreciate it.

at times,
i feel no one care or appreciate me.
everyone take me for granted, in someway.
my life is full of ignorance & betrayal.
betrayal the most.
its so sickenin.

thats circle of life.
it happens to everyone.
its hard to take it at times.
it makes you so want to cry it out loud
yet when you do so
people thinks you are weak or so.

then again,
its annoyin!
*pfft!

i guess in difficult times like these, a hug can really help alot.

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