it has been a pretty busy days for this particular week.
rush for assignments, mid term exams and my stupid project.
my project drive me crazy the most!
rush here & there.
run here & there.
do this & that.
worse still,
classmates are dealing with alot of political issues with each other or either with lecturers.
*sighs.
drama drama.
real big drama.
i wonder what will really happen when it comes to the main event?
will there be world war 4?
am really lookin forward to it.
i am mean.
*tee-hee!
but to let you all know,
im the neutral one among my classmates
because i dont kno what is goin on around me.
*tee-hee!
blur case.
today was somehow a pretty fun day.
went malay drama casting with my classmate, cathy.
knowin it was the first time for us to cast for malay drama,
we were dem nervous.
*pfft!
keep memorizin the script dialog but it wont go into our minds
so when it comes to real thing like erm ACTION
we both forgot our dialogs.
*tee-hee!
memalukan.
oh yeah,
our script dialog was pretty funny too.
it was about 2 girlfriends yumcha at UncleDon .
1 girl have to tease another & the other have to show the grumpy & manja face.
knowin im so good at showin tantrum and manja
of course the grumpy & manja character goes to me ryte?
*tee-hee!
all in all,
it was a really great & fun experience for the both of us.
after casting,
we both kept laugh bout how we acted.
*tee-hee!
hope to get in la ha.
but i doubt so.
*pfft!
have been really emo recently.
prolly is because of PMS.
*pfft!
been thinkin alot of silly thingy which im not suppose to think.
i mean,
its stupid to think such silly thingy.
*pfft!
this kind of situation always happen once a month.
its so fukn annoyin.
*sighs.
is there any way to cure this ' disease ' ?
one said that i shud sit down & think
what to do when ' unexpected ' things happen?
am i goin to cry out my lungs out again?
or
am i goin to be miserable for another few months again?
but one said its pointless
because it already happened before why waste tears?
why torture myself again?
*geez.
its pretty confused.
it put me in a very difficult position to decide.
it keeps me think negatively again.
thats why i asked earlier on is there any way to cure this ' disease ' ?
*sighs.
[ someone goin to start work really soon
lets just hope my sensitivity/negavitivy kills me
i hope everything will stays the same no matter what happens ]
someone kill me la ha.
wtf wtf.
